*DHAMAAKAY*

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Kisi ki aankh ka taara!…

Kisi k haath ki shabnam…

Kisi ki aah letay ho?…

Sabhi k sub hi lay lo gay?…

Subhi ki jaan say khailo gay?…

To khailo phr!

Mgr sun lo!!!

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Sabhi kuch QARZ hay tum per…

Sabhi kuch qarz rehna hay…

Sabhi aahain samaito gay?…

Yun kisi ki jaan say khelo gay?…

Mgr jb waqt aaey ga…

Haan aik waqt qqey ga…

DHAMAAKAY ho rahay hon gay,

zameen o aasmaan main b…

Tub hum lay lain gay…

Jo tum per qaez baaqi hay,

tumhaari tarf baaqi hay…

HUMARI AANKH KA TAARA,

WO NOZAAIDA BACHA,

OR KISI KI PHOOL C SHABNAM………Image

Training A Dragon

When I was a kid, I was not aware of heat, heat of hatred, warmth of love. I was used to love, I was made to smile. I was like a cat to my mother.

Then one day, my mother caught me blowing fire from my mouth. I was in hatred. I wanted to burn everything with my rage.

Then she pat my back, put my head in her lap, asked me to breathe slowly and said. “Once, back in 15 years before, you were a cat, and now you are a dragon, you have to train yourself, you have to control the fire inside you”.

I asked how mother?

She said “There are two ways to live one for others and one for yourself, you should live for yourself, but in living for yourself, you have to consider and remember two things.

First, little things can make others happy, for you of course, so do little things for others.

Second, never let you down before you dear, as you are best friend to others, if you would let you down by doing wrong things, you can never live for yourself” and I said yes. Ok mother. I did a little thing, she smiled with twinkling eyes and since then the dragon inside me is trained in a best way.

FIRST LOVE…

There was nothing special between us… We just fell in a “Feeling” in which your heart starts to miss beats. How?? I don’t know. But whenever there comes a fulstop in my life, whenever i stop, whenever i am crushed by others, i don’t know why but i see him in my dreams and those dreams make me alive again.
Anyways…
Missing someone is a fun. Sometimes you may feel numb, you may feel nothing for friends but first love is always something that keep your BP high.
Anyways…
To burn dreams doesn’t work until you burn your eyes and my eyes are burning right now.
Anyways..
MISS YOU SOMETIMES!!!…

DECISION

We always decide what is right for us, what is better for ourselves….we don’t decide what

is right for all,what is right “on the whole” ,we don’t think about the the impact of our

decision on others….we are always right before ourselves and wrong before others

in decision making…. isn’t it?

THREE MAGICAL WORDS

IT was 20th time in the same day when i saw those three magical words,written on almost everything,

in washroom,on plates.under bed,on the ceiling,on mobile phone. I mean everywhere. After a tiring day

when i came home mother was also angry with  me. At the end of  a looooong speech  when she asked

“what do you think? Am i not a human? Am I made up of stone?”

those three magical words slipped from my blunt mouth at the wrong time and at wrong place.

MADE IN CHINA“…….. (oops)

“meri maa”

MERI MAA KI DUA KA DIYA JALTA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

DIYAY KI ROSHNI MERAY AAS PAAS SADA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

MAIN ABDI NEEND BHI SO LUN DIL O JAAN K SAKUN K SATH

GR MERA JO SIR USI KI GOAD MEN DHARA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

MAIN AALA ZARF HUN NA HE KOI BHI NAIK HASTI HUN

MUJHAY NAFRAT HAY DUNYA SAY OR SHAED DUNYA KO MUJHSAY HAY

MERA WAHID JO RISHTA HAY,JO PYARA HAY,JO MUJHSAY PYAR KRTA HAY

MERA YEH PYAR USKAY DIL MAIN BASA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

MERI ZID KO,MERI HAT’DHARMIYON KO SABR SAY SEHNA

OR PHR DANTNA BHI TO KHBHI KHANA MUJHAY DENA

KABHI PANI PILA KR PYAR SAY KEHNA K KHA BHI LO

MERI AMMI KA SAANI HO NAHI SKTA,NA HO SHAED

NA DIN AAEY KABHI ESA WO MUJHSAY KHAFA RAHAY KHUDA KARAY

ameeeeen

“KIT KAT”

Wandering carelessly here and there,with rhythmic steps,smile on face and shine in eyes,in a crowd of friends,I

was close to canteen. I did not bother the staring and starving eyes on me. I bought few chocolates from canteen

and was back on my way when I encountered a beggar kid. He was staring at chocolates in my hands. With in no

time, I don’t know why, I gave all of them to him and he was just……… SURPRISED. He said

“wow, sister! I didn’t even taste such chocolates ever. I don’t know even how these chocolates smell like. I am

very grateful to you for this. May GOD give you what you want”….

Then I thought that happiness doesn’t demand dollars always. It may be a thing,worthless in my

hands but precious in some other hands. it can be a chocolate……..

I AM A SEXUALLY ASSAULTED GIRL

Sitting in front of t.v,wet eyes,shivering legs,stuck lips…..

 

news anchor:  early morning,5 years old girl found dead in a

private park after sexually assaulted…..

 

now what to do??

 

just my tears can’t help that girl,they can’t take her back,they

can’t cure her soul….

I am alive,but helpless.i don’t have words to express my feelings

for that little soul and then for that……….. i just want him dead.

i just want him to be hanged.you know why?????

 

because i am a girl too.if my sister is nude that means i am nude,

if she is sexually assaulted means i am sexually assaulted….

and each and every girl of this universe is too….

so we THE SEXUALLY ASSAULTED GIRLS are going to enjoy

our misfortune.

you THE RASCALS! just go on playing with us

and our dear DEAD BROTHERS! you don’t need to

come out of your graves.right?

 

 

…AANKHAIN…

sahaafi akhbaar main zakhmon ki

khabrain dhoond’ta hay kyn?

qaatil qatal karnay ko

qatal gaah dhoond’ta hay kyn?

selaab daryaaon ka rukh kyn krtay hain?

andhera din main ja kr doobta hay kyn?

sabhi mosam,

sabhi lamhay,

sabhi mujrim,

sabhi mulzim,

sabhi khabrain,

sabhi qabrain,

sabhi qaatil,

sabhi maqtil,

bohat sa aansuon ka darya,

sabhi kuch hay yahan in main,

MERI ANKHAIN KOI PARH LAY…..